Thursday, 19 February 2015

"No matter what circle of hell we are living in I think we are free to break out of it"

"No matter what circle of hell we are living in, I think we are free to break out of it. And if people do not break out, again they are staying there of their own free will. So that of their own free will, they put themselves in hell. So you see that relations with other people, incrustations, freedom--freedom is the other face of the coin which is barely suggested--are the three themes in the play. I should like you to remember this when you hear that 'hell is other people'."

Friday, 6 February 2015

I don’t want a real woman

I don’t want a real woman, that would steal my time and freedom; my peace and quiet, I only want to go to prostitutes when I feel like it. I really don’t want a girlfriend, you know that, I couldn’t bear that. I do want a naked girl to myself every few weeks just to relieve the sexual pressure, I do know that. So that’s the problem solved then. Real girls I definitely don’t want. Prostitutes I do. That is my ideal perfect solution. Find where the models work. That is my desire. I don’t need to be ashamed and repressed like Hugh Grant. Be like Sickert, Wedekind, Toulouse-Lautrec. Sitting in front row Monday and feeling so ruthless and in control decided it, told me I could do it. I was surprised to realise at last I could do it, I was ready for it. It is necessary for the next stage of my development.