How amazing it will be when I get back to Fifth Avenue and if I see Inna again, after all this time. To see Jennifer again in Empire. Should I not book the week now? If in August I can almost reduce my credit card debt by £3,000, what a great achievement that will be. But I have to keep pressing on. It is now or never. Work night after night, stay home day after day with my ferns and my classical music, and my garden. Proms starting just as the Tour de France finishes. Already we are on verge of August! How far away that seemed back in January when I returned destitute from Brussels resolving to stop travelling and strippers and save all my money. Six months of saving already flown by. Temptation to return to Brussels already extreme. A quick one nighter? Just to pop in to Empire again and Fifth Avenue again. On one of those Saturday nights. Christ, yes, how tempting. £78 even on Snap on Saturday 5th, even before hotels, even before going anywhere and doing anything, No keep keep keep my powder dry till November. The volcanic nights.