Tuesday, 23 April 2019

Interesting I feel NO desire to see -- this week and for sure NO desire to have any relationship with her

Interesting I feel NO desire to see -- this week, and for sure NO desire to have any relationship with her, instead a kind of phobia & revulsion at both thoughts--due to the horrific expense of money involved. This hopefully will save me.
Sunday night, on my train and then passing me at the Strand bus stop petite black girl, plum off shoulder top over bouncy tits and obviously no bra! So so sexy, those bouncy soft boobies naked under that thin plum material. Tight black jeans, straight black hair so sexy. And getting on at --, like -- black girl ++. Skintight green top over big knockers, and skintight black skirt & stockings over huge hips and butt. Sensational.
Will the Turk ever move centre stage in my life I have always wondered? I wonder if that will finally happen with --.
Saturday night "A steamy launderette atmosphere, and smell. Thundery, lashing with rain, 1am, but warm".
Sleep all day Tuesday with two cans I hope, and Wednesday would be great to stay in as well. Two days of overcast breezy 15C only. Heatwave over. Pina Napolitano at SJSS hopefully I can avoid. Though the programme of Schoenberg, Berg & Webern is perfect. Now just worried and thinking only about -- coming to tell -- why he has to sack me.

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